MISERY&STRESS
ANGER AND DEATH BOTH ARE WRONG,BUT WE SEEM TO MANAGE.ITS JUST A MATTER OF TIME TILL I EXPLODE IN ANGER,BUT DONT BURST INTO TEARS.LAUGHING IS HE,I BET HE IS.IF ONLY I WOULD OF PAID ATTENTION TO MY PARENTS,AND STAYED IN GODS ARMS,I WOULDNT BE WRITTING THIS POAM OF THOUGHTS,AND BE LAUGHING HAPPILY.BUT HAPPYNESS ISNT HERE RIGHT NOW,AND MY TEACHERS TELLING ME THE TRUTH,BUT I DONT WANT TO HEAR IT SO I CAN STAY SATISFIED AND THINK IM THE BOSS.EVEN THOUGH I KNOW IM JUST BEING STUPID AND ACTING LIKE A BRAT.MY FRIENDS ARE BEING STUPID ALSO AND I WANT TO SLAP THEM ALL.BUT I MUST BE A GOOD GIRL AND CALM MYSELF DOWN.I FEEL SO BAD RIGHT NOW.I JUST WANT TO SCREAM.WHY CAN I JUST START ALL OVER AGAIN?WHY?I SHOULD BE EMO,BUT THEN AGAIN IM NOT STUPID. SO TILL WHENEVER I COOL OFF GOODBYE FOREVER....... |
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